I used to wonder a lot..
Why I had never fit in..
Left outside of everything, I was alone with no friends..
My soul stayed asleep for 30+ years.. When I started to wake up
I had to shake so many fears..
I started remembering..
I’ve done a lot of this before..
As a child I called myself a mad scientist, for play, but never knew what for..
When I started purging my soul digging deeper within..
The less I felt left out of the box, because I have my own Circle to attend..
In the Abyss..
The place you go, when you let it all flow..
In my Abyss nothing is defined..
All I see are shapes, flashes and odd designs..
The ability to pull then into this realm sends chills down my spine..
I feel I have created them in another lifetime..
I don’t know all of me, yet..
I have barely scratched the surface..
I will just continue to create, because it’s My Soul’s Purpose..
Christina Smith